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Abductions From: bluehummingbird Date: Fri Jun 18, 1999
02:03 CDT
The greys also sought to teach me. They told
me it was my patriotic duty and that they had made a deal with
our government to take whomever they chose. Their spokesman was
half Chinese human and half grey standing about 6 feet tall. The
greys were only about 4 feet tall, and I felt a kinship towards
them. One spokesman, and 3 young greys, and one master grey very
old came to me while I was asleep in my bed when I was just 4
yrs old. That was 1956. I refused to go with them because I
didn't want to become involved with beings who abducted children
in the middle of the night. I have no hard feelings against them
though. My parents made some deal with them, but I never asked
them what it was.
Re: Abductions From:
xxxxxxxxx Date: Wed Jun 23 18:14 CDT
1999
>>bluehummingbird wrote: : The greys also
sought to teach me. They told me it was my ....<<
"I
agree with your statement about the government knowing about
these unusual night abductions. But I don't accept the rest of
your statement, why... you may wonder, Well a four year old
wouldn't have the mentality to make a decesion as you stated and
plus, I wonder how you can remember all what was said and done
being with these aliens A person would have to be under some
kind of hypnosis in order to recall the event, that's if it
did take place or not....Now, about the greys, many have
said, thru their past expierences comming face to face with
one, THEY DON'T TALK... The communication flows thru
telepathic vibes or astral visions. So I end this and say, NAHH,
YOUR STORY SEEMS TOO MINI SERIES.... So that's my
opinion..."
Re: Abductions From:
bluehummingbird Date: Wed Jun 23 19:30 CDT 1999
xxxxxxxxx
wrote: >>":I agree with your statement about : the
government knowing about these : unusual night abductions. But I
don't accept the rest of your : statement..."<<
The
only one who spoke was the half human - half grey. That's why I
said he was the spokesman. The elder grey gave him the words to
speak telepathically. There is more to say also about this than
what I wrote here. But, this is too much already. And, I don't
think I will post any more messages on these
subjects.
.....................
Not at Snap
Discussions anyway:
I'm tired of being insulted in open
forums. And I got a lot of bad email after posting there, but not
all bad. I blocked many people from sending me email. But, I have
that memory from my childhood, though I never dealt with it much at
all. I just put it away, because I don't like to bring it up. You
can imagine what the reaction is. I kept it buried in my memory.
I've only mentioned it a few times in my entire life. And, I didn't
even think about it much anymore after many years. My dad told us once to never mention it again under his military
orders from the government, and I somehow knew after the event that
keeping silent was the best policy. He had also grumbled once about the way the Navy had treated him and said that he had done everything they had told him to do in such situations.
I also shouldn't have
used the word "abduct", because it wasn't that. They only tried
persuasion with me. I thought it would be best to bring these
things out in the open. I might have been wrong there, because it
seems our society can not discuss this matter after all these years.
Anyway, now I put up these web pages, if you happen to find them, in
this personal website of mine.
Some Details Added
4/20/00:
This visit by the little greys came on two separate
nights. The first night I awoke in the middle of the night to find
what I at first thought were three naked girls standing near the foot of
my bed on the left. Sitting up, I thought at first of a sexual
encounter with them. As my eyes focused on them, I noticed the large
shapes of their bald heads and the greys' large black almond-shaped
"wrap-around" eyes through which it seemed I could see down into
their soul to some light within, like a candle-flame trapped in a
quartz crystal. I then turned more to my left and saw an elderly
grey and what looked to me like a tall half-Chinese human and
half-grey alien. It seemed he was a hybrid about six feet tall and of human build. His eyes and features also
looked mostly human, but his cranium was overly large like the
greys. I also noticed that the greys were not naked but had on
tight-fitting body suits. In those suits the greys looked like they
had almost no butt muscles or sexual organs, and they moved a little
differently than us. The current depiction of the little greys seems
nearly correct to me. They appeared to be a very light grey in
whatever moonlight there was that entered the room. They had almost
no ears, noses, or mouths and their arms seemed long and thin. They were all about the same height that I was then, except the hybrid.
As we
interacted somewhat telepathically, one of the young greys who
seemed about my age was very offended that I thought he was a
female and was adamant that he was a male. I still thought that the
other two young greys were female and was sure the elder grey and
the hybrid were male. I think they have sexual organs like we do except not as noticeable, but it could be just their chromosomes that are different. It would probably be best just to ask them if you see them, a little less rude than ogling. And, I'm fairly sure now that there was a fourth young male grey with them too, often more to himself away from the others. I'm not certain of how many fingers they had, I guess I didn't notice it too much. Maybe they had the same number of fingers as us, but I think they might have even had an extra digit. Around two and a half years later, on the morning of the first day of school when I was in the second grade and before classes had started, I felt compelled for some reason to tell another student who was a couple of years older than me about the incident. He said something similar had happened to him and his family and that the aliens only had three fingers instead of four. I thought about it then, but couldn't remember seeing how many fingers they had.
The elder grey gave the words to say to me to the tall
hybrid who seemed to me to be about my
parents' age, who were around thirty. I could hear the old grey
transmitting his thoughts. And, at times the hybrid would turn to
him and ask if he had correctly translated his master's thoughts
into English. His translations were always correct in my view. I
also tried to tell him that. But the hybrid was worried about
semantics, the variations of the words and their
meanings.
What they said was that they were from another planet and that they had made a deal with
our government and could take whomever they chose. They
told me that they would take me away with them and teach me along
with the other American children that they were taking. They told me
it was my patriotic duty. They questioned me about my allegiance to
my government and tried to persuade me to go with them. I refused to go at first because I felt that my duty was to the God and that I was meant to stay on earth with the humans where He had placed me. Only I didn't say that to them. I told them
that I would have to ask my mother. They said alright, that I should
ask her and they would come back on the night after the next for my
answer. I think the hybrid wanted to take me anyway. As they left I
told the young greys telepathically to tell the old grey that I
could hear his thoughts. He had apparently not believed me
when I had tried to tell him telepathically myself. I think they
understood, but it seemed the young greys weren't allowed much
freedom to think aloud and usually suppressed their thoughts before their elders. Basically, the young greys just sent me
"good vibes". The greys' thoughts all turned into English in my
mind. Words are just the structuring of thought. I'm not talking
about empty thoughtless words, though all words seem to come from
the heart in humans.
In the morning I went to my mother and
excitedly tried to tell her what had happened. I could tell that she
didn't believe me. I begged and pleaded with her to believe me. She
laughed at me and said what a wild imagination I had, but that
anyone who would come to take me in the middle of the night was bad.
She asked if I could see that and I obediently said, "yes." She told me that if
they came again to tell them to go talk to her, "Tell them to go
talk to your mother."
I had told her that they were coming
back on the second night afterwards. And sure enough, on that night
I awoke and found the elder grey and the hybrid and another new grey
about four and a half feet tall who gave me the impression of being
a physician/scientist. He carried a black bag of tools or medical
instruments. It was like a doctor's bag or valise.
Again,
they were in my room in the middle of the night, probably after
midnight to three or four AM. They had come for my answer, and I
gave them the answer my mother had given me to say. I think that
they were probably prepared for it. I said, "My mom says to go talk
to her." So, they left my room and went to my parents' room. I
waited alone at the doorway to my room, listening. I heard my parents
awake. My father was astounded and belligerent. He threatened them
for coming into his house. But, the tall hybrid asked my dad if he really
thought he could take him. My dad said no and backed down and basically caved in to everything they said. I think he only realized just then what
kind of creatures these were. They said they were making a deal
with him, but I couldn't hear much of that part and I never asked my
parents about this event ever again. My mother was pregnant with my
brother at that time. I could hear her plead with them not to do
something. They assured her that it wouldn't hurt. Then I heard her
cry out, "OW!"
The greys came back to my room and the
spokesman said that it was alright and I didn't have to go. This
last meeting seemed a little abrupt after all their persuasion on the
other night. Both visitations must have lasted about 15 minutes to
half an hour each, maybe up to an hour. The last thing the spokesman
was told to ask me before they left was, was I afraid? And I
responded honestly, saying, "a little bit." Their appearance was
strange, but not particularly threatening or frightening to me. I
was much more curious than afraid.
Lastly, I "heard" the old
grey respond to the hybrid "saying" they were not going to wipe my
memory. I think he figured there was no point in taking the time to
do that since no one would believe me anyway. And, I think he also knew that, when the time was right, I would disclose it. I don't ever remember
seeing them again. Although after watching some of "The Outer
Limits" and "The Twilight Zone" episodes on television showing evil aliens similar to greys, I became
afraid that they would come back and snatch me away. I would have
nightmares of a flying saucer landing in my backyard with the edge of it crashing
through the windows of my bedroom, but after about ten more years those
dreams went away.
In addition:
My dad contacted his
superiors in the Navy by telephone immediately afterwards. In the
morning (I think it was a Monday morning sometime around early spring, probably just a few weeks before Easter) he put on his uniform instead of a business suit, made an appointment, and left. He had
been an aviator in the Navy and had stayed in the Naval
Reserve. We had just recently moved to Jacksonville, Florida, when
he had accepted a transfer while he was working as a salesman for an
adding-machine company. As he was getting ready, I told my sister
some of what had happened. Of course, she didn't believe me. I had
thought that she would have most certainly awakened when my dad had
yelled at them, but she said she didn't awake in her room or hear
anything.
It was very soon afterward that my parents sent my sister who was
about nine and me alone on a train trip to Chicago to live for
awhile with my father's sister's family. I was very scared and
worried, and felt abandoned. After we were there for awhile, I even mentioned to my uncle that I was worried about the aliens and my parents. He thought it was hilarious, so I shut up about it. I think we stayed there for just about two weeks before my parents
showed up, and then I felt a lot more at ease.
My dad asked me once, when I think I was in my late twenties or so, if I remembered something very extraordinary and special that happened when I was very little. I had buried the memory so deep and for so long that I said no. He said, "you will."
In conclusion:
The greys had acted like it was a privilege and
my responsibility to go with them, but they also seemed quickly
satisfied without me. I assume today that they wanted fetal stem
cells just as much as students or whatever their purpose was. After
that, sometimes I wondered what my life would have been like if I
had gone with them on that first night. They had given me the
impression that it was my choice.
I had heard my mother say
about the deal that last night, "I'm not going to let them take my
son." And, I think somehow my parents blamed me for this incident.
We never talked about it openly. But my mother did ask me once back
then, taking me aside privately, if they had been back anymore, and
I told her no. She also asked if I was afraid they would come back.
I said no, but I wasn't really afraid of them until I saw those TV
shows I mentioned. The greys had tried to make me feel very
comfortable and safe. And I had tried to do the same, treating them as honored guests. I had tried to be a good host. It was me whom they had visited at that first night, treating me as an individual responsible for both his own decisions in life and also for my country. But as far as I know, if they took American
children to teach over forty years ago, then those people haven't
returned yet. I've also wondered how many small children there were
in the '50s who went to bed one night and disappeared before the
dawn. Or, maybe the little greys had to change their plans and
tactics.
Like I said, it's only a memory from childhood long
repressed. Think of it what you will. I'm a little surprised myself
that I remember this much after so many years. But, it was a very
extraordinary event and I've spent a great deal of time lately
thinking about it and trying to remember all the details. There is
more that I remember of and relating to this experience, but what I
have written above is more than enough to tell for the basics of what is in my
memory.
Copyright James Patrick Holmes
Edited October 2002, Last edited in July 2005
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